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Friday, March 04, 2005 @ 7:16 AM

yarx so i feel weird todae
juz practicalli let myself go mad.
juz veri agressive durin caps ball.
so damn wanted to win.
de urge of winnin burned in me.
dono why.
dont ask why.
coz i wont tell u why.
coz i dono why.
lolx.
i ritin poem.
yeah.
so i was veri violent
hurt myself a number of times.
cca de caps ball n pe caps ball.
so..
no big deal.
its notin compared to wad i actually feel.
juz a damn brusie or juz sum blood.
no big deal.
i don cry over such stuff.
yea.
i'll never cry.
i'm not gonna cry over dumb lame stuff.
even its results or sum crap tin like pw cant do fin etc.
i'm not goin to.
i wan to be responsible.
serious.
taken seriously.
independent.
strong metally and physically.
i wont hurt myself by sum crap ways.
its basicalli crap to hurt urself.
strong mentally physically.
wont let u step all over me.
push me.
crush me.
crash me.
bang me.
shoot me.
whack me.
kill me.
injure me.
coz i noe i'll definately never ever let u win.
i'll fite till de veri last sec minute or watever.
die in glory not in shame.
yea tats it.
yarx.
so if i were to cry or wadever.
slap me.
i wont cry i wont cry i wont cry.
cryin makes me gao wei [uncomfortable and crap].
so i'll juz walk off if anibody cries.
cry in joy not in sadness.


i feel taken for granted.
like onli wen u wan me u tok to me.
don wan den heck kare me.
yarx.
no meanin to you huhs.
well i din do anitin.
din do anitin.
juz bo chup.
yea i juz gonna bo chup loads of stuff.
except certain stuff.
like cds and council.
gonna take it seriously.
yea
so bo chup.
don be amazed shocked or wad tin.
coz i noe even if i bother to help i don get ani thank you or credit.
its not de credit i wan.
its de thank you i wan.
do all de shit for u den u get de credit.
sureli wont angry ..
SURELI WAN.

i've juz realised i haven't been nice to nicole in de past.
i wan to be nice to her now.
coz i really feel tat she's a nice girl.
damn nice.
yea.
reali comfort ppl derx.
yea.
so touched.
THANKS NICOLE!!

i juz wish ppl will noe wad i feel now.
sum noe.
sum donoe.
sum noe but bo chup.
yea wad to expect.
i cant force u guys.
one tin on my mind is..
to be strong.
yea.
real strong.
mentally and physically.

-urge to win victoriously














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Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

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Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.



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15




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LOLx. all so lame-ed.

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